Sunday, May 16, 2010

Take My Breath Away

Its said that "life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away". And the funny thing is such moments are few. They can be counted on your fingers. But these few, give you enough joy to last a life time.


One of them is the day that we won a cricket match. It was the semis. My teammates played out of their skins to win it. It was an unbelievable feeling. Felt the true spirit of a team sport.


The first kiss. Sitting under the moonlight, not knowing the true sense of a kiss till then. When it happened, it felt magical. It was picture perfect.


l'l never forget the day I got my first job. More so since it came so unexpectedly. It made me realize that if you want something real bad, you'll get it. Its another thing that I somehow never got the same burning desire for anything since then.


The day I stood in the rain outside her house looking at the window. What made it memorable was that she eventually turned up at the window and came down to me.


On my 23rd birthday I wasn't with my roomies/friends. But they took quite some trouble and made sure that I got the cake at midnight.

Another day, they came to the airport just in time and did something special just because it would mean a lot to me. Just because it would make me happy.

True friends are the ones who really care for your happiness in-spite of getting nothing in return.


I got a call. She said I'm waiting at the entrance. I was on the fifth floor. I've never covered 5 floors on foot so fast. I just flew by the stairs. And there she was waiting with her back turned. I slowed as I neared her and called out her name, she turned around.


I was waiting for my baggage. She was waiting outside. I didn't want to wait for my baggage. Every second felt like a minute. Never ever have I wanted to run to some one so badly. I get my baggage and in the next moment I'm almost running through the airport lobby with the cart. I come out. The eyes are restless. Then I see her with tears held up in her eyes. I knew I was home.


All this and life is still nowhere near completion.

But I'm waiting..

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Just Another Brick In The Wall

6:40. Beep. Snooze. 6:48. Beep. Snooze. 6:56. Don't even dare to snooze. Flush. Shower. Clothes on the chair. Shiny shoes. iPod in left rear pocket. Bus stop. 7:25. Cab. Office. Check mails. Oh no! Oh ok! Blink. Hey sh! Breakfast. Bug. Code. Bug. Blink. Coffee. TOI. Blah Blah! Back to desk. Yes boss. What!? OK :( Code. Bug. Doh! Blink. Lunch. His chick. Her Guy. Tattoo girl. Awwww! Stroll. Blah! ZZZZZ. Code. Doh! Blink. Outside. Tea. Fag. Blah Blah! Code. Update. 5:00. Sneak out. Cab. Blah Blah! ZZZZ. 6:30. Home. TV. Zoom. Hurman. Chinese model. Garbage. Black bag. Clean house. TV. IPL. Dine. Just wheat. Patience. Threshold. Internet. Facebook. Boring. Set clothes. Shine shoes. Midnight. Silence. Introspection. Know what I don't want. Don't know what I want. Frustrating. Life. Mundane. Insignificant. Average Joe. A life less ordinary.